Ok, so I took G to the Dr. and after lunch I told the girls no cleaning, no emailing, no anything, just us playing today and doing what they want. (I have this moment because I have been banned from the playroom while they set up a special tea party for me, I have the wrist band made by jadyn to allow entry only after they call my name...very elite tea room I guess)
So, I have been super emotional the last two days thinking of all the lasts before jadyn starts school...last playdate with brody and wyatt where jadyn will be there in the afternoons, last storytime at the library with our friends, last time jadyn got to watch gianna at play class and help with parachute at the end of class, last random trip to the pets store just because, last time we take gee gee to lunch all together and so many other things we do all toegther during the week. I know we will have weekends and evenings with jady and gianna and I can still do all our stuff, but it just won't be the same! I am blaming this verge of tears all day on hormones. I keep thinking how is it possible that 5 and a half years have passed by so quickly since I walked away from DVHS and never looked back (ok maybe once or twice I waved at the school when driving to my grandma's house) I feel so lucky to have had all this time with my girl, but it still doesn't seem long enough. I am happy to be getting a chance to be with G alone and have special time with her, but I am not sure she will want just me here. haha I just hope I can hold it together on monday! Well, my name is being called...off to the last tea party...LOL. :)